Merry Christmas Husband,
C.S. Lewis said "To be a Christian means to forgive the inexcusable, because God has forgiven the inexcusable in you."
You are indeed still my husband, telling the world we are divorced and that you hate me doesn't make divorce papers filed. We married 1/27/14 and you moved out 10/6/14. I still love you the same. Not for a single moment have I hated you. Not when you broke up, broke things, moved out and I have not hated you for the gossip and slander attached to every mention of my name.
I don't understand what you've done and said but I don't need work towards forgiveness, I know I have forgiven the things you don't regret doing. I always called you a used car, lovingly, you are as is, no warrantee.
Sam still looks for you every day. Still. He looks out the window everyday. Yesterday he kept going into your old man cave. No more goofy jumping like a gazelle. He just mourns. I mourn also, I still cry over you every day, my heart doesn't come with and on/off switch.
